Around 4:00 AM today, I woke up. I had went to bed at 12:00AM, and I couldn't sleep any longer for some reason. I was sleeping in my friend Cam's bed, and I walked around for a bit, trying to get back to sleep. Cam's roommate had come back, and it made me feel uncomfortable because I think it's very well possible that she would feel uncomfortable about me being there. I wanted to stay because I still sort of felt uneasy about the prospect of my relationship with Dylan, or lack therefore, and having Cam next to me made me feel less lonely, it was comforting. But I left because I decided that I need to be comfortable with being alone, by myself. Not everybody will like me, but that does not mean that I have to fall down on my knees and be desperate and vulnerable. I need to grow thicker skin.
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