It's the only word I can describe right now. Oh, my heart like going to explode!! Oh god, I wish I did better. But that day, my exausted body, my tired brain and the emotions that I laid all unto my exam papers just made me a fool of myself.
Of unknown person, whom I love dearly,trust,and so many more that a lover can describe........am I but a fool????!! Who am I trying to fool??Myself? Unknown of his background,real identity.....a visual.......oh god it had penetrate deeply into my mind and my heart...
Emo effects:
-I talk to my friends
-Hug my roomates many times....they don't understand how depress I am...but they try to console me
-Bang at the locker
-Joke with roomates around 1 am and now it is 2:13 am
-Listen to music
-Dare myself to go behind the block near the jungle but half way I stop...(NOT ENOUGH COURAGE TO FACE GHOST)
-Look for kitty,found it right when I open the door,pamper it and let it go...cause it looks frustrated and with major problems so I don't want to burden it with my problems
-Then, came back to the room,BLOGGING.
I am but an emotional & unstable girl who needs stable friends to accompany me through my journey.
So hard to be....but I have to..
SO SAD still...
I want to be happy
HAPPY
HAPPY
HAPPY
ALWAYS ALWAYS..
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